velvetica

the not so virgin suicides

does this count as a cas experience?

[VEL – VET – i -KA ]

• suicide warningApril 5, 2021
• the “mad at the world” female character (that actually has so much love in her heart)April 4, 2021
  (i promise we’ll get back to this title in just a minute) depersonalization-derealization disorder, what is it? depersonalization-derealization disorder occurs when you persistently or repeatedly have the feeling that you’re observing yourself from outside your body or you have a sense that things around you aren’t real, or both. feelings of depersonalization and derealization can
• premature obituariesApril 3, 2021
  did you know that news sources will pre write celebrity obituaries so they can be the first to break the story when it happens? as with all things, sometimes there’s mix ups with information and mix ups when it comes to running stories so sometimes even big publications end up running these premature decrees of
• mei mei the tiktok catApril 3, 2021
  there’s this video on tiktok i saw, (i hate starting sentences like that, i feel like i sound so out of touch) it was a while ago, it was a guy holding his cat saying that headbutts were i love you in cat, so everyday he would headbutt his cat mei mei to say ‘i
• some excerpts from various suicide notes (of my own design) amongst other randomly interspersed poems and streams of consciousness.March 7, 2021
  i’ve kept a journal off and on for the past three years, though the wording in these may be poor the following phrases are some of the most emotionally linked things i’ve ever penned, these words have legions of feeling injected directly into the bloodstream of every letter. i only recently found my old journals

cryptoscopophilia: the desire to secretly look through windows of homes that one passes by.

a look into my life *✭˚･ﾟ✧*･ﾟ*✭